I sleep on the streets

2008-09-02T14:39:00.003+08:00

To all those that I claimed I like you , i dont .
I decided that my heart is only for one babe , hunk magnet.
Guess what, when i read that you like , even just a little , I jumped
That joy was the first time I really jumped and shouted hooray.
Your smile is my desire, Your voice is my craving , You are my reason for sinning,
I rather choose you over Jesus Christ , and thats a hard choice for me,
If I asked you to read my blog , it means you are the one I am talking about,
If not , others stop accusing me of being a flirt, I have been called Goddamn Hongster.
But why is that ? Jealousy people , just pure jealousy , the fact that girls will talk to me does not mean I am a goddamn flirt, it just means that I am more friendly than you are. Not because I am a flirt like you presume I am .

Back to you,

You are the one for me,
I smile when I think about you,
When I sing , I daydream of me singing to you
When I dance , I feel like dancing with you,
When I smile , Its because of you
When I feel down , Its because you wrote something.
When I am hyper, Its also because of you,
When I write this, I miss you,
When I wait for you to answer me , I hope its a yes.

So , be my girlfriend ?

2008-09-01T12:40:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY CAN BLOG ! Hooray okay gotta pack my house . Blog latta

2008-08-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

Fucking father , dont everything not happy , scold me larhs fucking asshole
I dont respect you as a father , you got a problem go fuck off la, your fucking funeral need a son by your side ?
Dont call me . You are what i call a fucking idiot who is all brawl and whenever is in a bad mood take it out on your children.
You are not a man to me , you are fucking pussy, stay retarded forever JAILBIRD mother fucking .

_!_ you please

2008-08-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

This shall be my most serious blog post ever.
I have a serious kidney problem that causes my body to malfunction as almost any time.
My body will also be very tired but i to endure. Although i realize that i have no real friends,
I am just a loner looking for friends. I really hope to find my own clique who dont judge me in whatever I do, this matter has really burdened down on me for almost 3-4 years , I may claim to have lots of friends , fair-weathered, real friends , or just friends who know my name but i dont know theirs. I believe that being a Christian, others will look at you with a different angle and eye.
I also hope that I can try to go to church again , but why can't I ? Is it because I backslide? Its not easy to travel for me, dont compare me and others . First I had to move house , now I have haters in class. They try to assault me although I dont say it out when I am outside but what am I to do ?
My parents will quarrel over this matter , them being divorced will result in alot of quarrels because of me , I hate my life so much , if possible , I will end it . But by ending it what do i get ? More quarrelling , more sorrow , more uncertainess ? Is it worth it to end my life just like that ?
I pretend to be real cheerful , I pretend to be immature , I pretend to be what I am not .
Well , all of that is going to change, I am going to back to a phase which I have never showed any of my friends , I am going to emotionless , not EMO , emotionless , I am going to be half dead, and throw away my half alive status thus making me dead. I will not bother any of my "friends"
I will lead a life of a young boy who is waiting for death, heaven and eternal life like all others.
Trust me , I wont smile for no reason . To me , I am not gonna date anymore , no more girls for me, no more relationships , I promise you this. If i do have a relationship , this whole post shall be meaningless.

I shall now state the people who give me a fucked up school life.
PSP Nerds,
Seri the slut
Brainless immature idiots ,
My whole class. I feel real dumb with you all

I shall now annouce that my class is really stupid and is causing the stupidity in me to arouse and take over my life, I will no longer be considered a Normal Techical Student, I shall refer myself to a student with the calibre of a Express. Don't believe me ? Ask ex-students of Chua Chu Kang Primary School . If anyone asks me for my stream , Its Express. Don't like me claiming to be a Express ? Fuck off then , I am pissed off with flamers coming onto my tagboard. Hey idiots please go fuck off , this blog is for serious people who use the internet for the correct reasons.
You all use the internet for game hacking , stop trying to act cool or try to look handsome by changing your physical appearance , guess what you are all sick and ugly . Get that ? You want names ? You dont need any names, your names are up there already. Got that ?

I shall end this post here, whoever got a problem with this post ? Send me an email about it , dont flame my tagboard. Its ALASTAIR-DOTDOT@HOTMAIL.COM

2008-08-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

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NOW YOU BELIEVE ME ?

2008-08-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

NOW YOU BELIEVE ME ?

2008-08-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the delay.

I've been getting stupid people tagging me .
Maybe i should remove it.

I actually watched a show where *(.)(.)* were involved in class

It was a ghost raping someone .
S.s Imagine that sight ?

WOOH!
Thats gonna be damn funny

2008-08-09T13:39:00.001+08:00

Something funny happened today.
A car was stolen infront of the police!
Dont wanna elaborate

Yesterday i made another shocking discovery.

This girl who i used to like liked me and wanted to accept me
Another girl who used to like me thinks i'm somewhat of a flirt .

Isnt that shitty ?

I'm a bit moody so i'm not gonna blog much today.
(:

2008-08-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

I blew my chance .
If you wanna know what i mean MSN me
alastair-dotdot@hotmail.com

I will decide if i wanna tell you.

2008-08-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

I am so tired. I wont be posting today (:

2008-08-06T22:16:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah that fucker is a malay

2008-08-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

She is a fucker, Hint : she has alot of pimples

Today was really hyper .
Rather tired now..

2008-08-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

Heya. Dudes and dudettes . I may not be blogging for awhile. No mood. But well.
Here's my official band

Thongs of Glory

consists of
Ariff - Vocalist
Me - Drumist (maybe)
Imam - Guitarist/Bass (depends)
Rawandy - Guitarist

SUPPORT MY BAND PEOPLE .

Well , try not to shout the name too much its gonna be weird

2008-08-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

Volleyball today.
2Matches lost .
1 Match won but i wasn't there

Went to escape . went to e-hub with Imam , Andy and Rif.

2008-08-01T20:14:00.006+08:00

Woohoo! I went to this old folk's home.
Chatted with this old dude. He's quite entertaining .
Others who dont really care ?
Just get lost .
I dont want brainless , lifeless idiots reading my blog.

Anyways i got pictures (:
First time blogged with pictures.
I look kinda funny in the pics .
But i like it

This is my favourite. Because the arm was the correct arm

Well i got the wrong arm. It was covering my drink

I was unsure about this pic

Well . Stop here, seeya

2008-07-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

I love my Lollipop-ed coloured room (:
Went there and paint abit and painted my hair .

I am still fucked up about the whole London Bridge is Falling Down joke

2008-07-30T17:54:00.003+08:00

I finally got a new blogskin.

The old one was well dandy.
It doesn't fit a hyperactive crazy dude like me .

Well my real purpose for this post is to recommend good songs
to all you lifeless boobs

Love Song - Sara Bareilles
I'm Your - Jason Mraz
Geek in The Pink - Jason Mraz
Until You - Shanye Ward
I Kissed a Girl - Kathy Perry

Its mostly unknown songs (:

2008-07-28T18:27:00.001+08:00

I still cant believe that i told her i liked her.

2008-07-27T21:17:00.001+08:00

Mother fcuking screw up .
All the things I planned from yesterday
All diminished with just one sentence ,
For what buy all this .
He says my fashion sense sucks ,
So i changed , now he dont wanna sponser me
$50 , is it alot for almost 4-5 items ?
Come on la , be realistic.

Screw up Dads are all the same

2008-07-27T11:45:00.002+08:00

Woah !
Woke up at 10a.m. despite sleeping at 3a.m.
I decided i will declare to her today.
If i can that is

2008-07-27T01:56:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! Suddenly craze for Shutter Shades , Hoodies and Cargos , Beanies and those gangsta caps that American blacks love to wear. I suddenly love being black . Lol

Let me try a rap

Yo Yo Yo Homie!
Whats up with crib
Show me how you drip
Drip in your nvm..

This rapping is difficult , I just buy Black stuff .

Wanna help me out ?
Please tell me first.
If i feel bored after seeing your gift.
Please dont be offended , seriously
I'm just paiseh.

2008-07-26T17:54:00.004+08:00

I believe a dude like me should be honest towards her.
But today I had no guts to tell her how i feel.
I'm afraid that she will avoid me .
From what she said , I believe she won't avoid me
But what if she gets the wrong idea?

What she thinks if I'm a playboy ?
What am i to do ?
I really want to tell her how i feel.
If i dont , i gonna feel damn uneasy.

Should i declare on this blog ?
You tell me .
Its really hard to know what her reaction will be.
What if she thinks thats I not the one for her?
What if she thinks that I not suitable?
What if she thinks that I was lying about whatever I said,
and that it was to get her attention .

We chat so comfortably,
If i tell her, will our chatting crease?
Will we be from friends to strangers?

Let me wait one more day ,
Then I'll decide if i wanna tell her how i feel about her.

2008-07-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

I believe in agony .
I believe in the wrath of the devil ,
I believe that he is coming towards me ,
Or am i going towards the devil ?

Whatsoever, the devil is lurking around,
Just like when he was lurking around,
when Jesus was carrying the cross,
he was there , watching the suffering of Jesus
He was there staring at a change .

Can i make that change in my life ?
Would it be possible if i would ever be able to embrace,
My willpower is slowly drooping,
My life is fading away ever single second,

Death is upon us soon ,
Death is gonna get us sooner or later ,
If you are unaware of the 2012Doomsday warning
Go search it up on streaming websites,
Dont be scared,
Be aware,
Get ready for Death

To my friends who aren't Christians,
It's never too late to face Jesus Christ and feel him in your life,
Even if you're a Muslim , Buddhist , or what.
Give Christianity a chance , let the devil fear you.
Help the poor souls in third-world nations ,
Help those who are in need.

Try your best to create a vision of your life as a Christian,
If you are thinking that Christianity is bogus,
Think again my friend(s)

This isn't a blog post ,
This is a way of addressing to others .
I may not seem to be the best student , dude or even son.
But I have made my mind to change ,

Refrain from the wrong path people,
Make your own path,
Don't be a follower .
Be followed.

Woohoo!

2008-07-24T21:48:00.001+08:00

THIS IS A DEDICATION TO ALL THOSE WHO LOVE PINK!
Guys who call me gay . _!_
Girls too.
(:

Why cant unity have pink socks, shoes and other pink stuff like , pink books!
Pink teachers, pink drinks , pink food , pink cleaners , pink projectors , pinkboard,
pink uniform , pink tables and chairs, pink this and that , OH MOMMA ,

_____
( PINK)
(0.o)
PINK HEAD.

This is the dumbest post ever, But who cares,

2008-07-23T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps !

Well i saw her but she didnt see me .
anyways changed song again .
This is a nice song . Dont know why but its nice

AWW SHIT ! AM I FEELING SOMETHING FOR ANOTHER GIRL!! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!
AWW SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT NONONONO! Update you tomorrow on whats gonna happen

2008-07-21T19:36:00.002+08:00

My aunt is fucking irritating

My stupid english teacher made me stay back in class to clean my table ..
Well didnt see her today , Aww , ok now Little trivia if you can solve i give you something

What does this sentence mean ?

Paul you be ca-paul before you paul into the swimming paul ?

(Warren told me this , thought i should share)

TAG ME YOUR ANSWERS !
RESULTS TOMORROW (:

2008-07-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

I am so fucked up .
I am still waiting for her acceptance.

Although she never reads my blog.
She must think that i am toying with her.
Well , no , girl I am serious .

I know she has something inside her that is for me ,
She doesnt wanna show it . Well .
What can i say but this,

I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU (:
I AM SERIOUS ABOUT YOU (:
I CAN GIVE MY HEART TO YOU IF I CAN
I WILL RUN AROUND IN CIRCLES IF YOU ASK ME TO
I WILL THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY NIGHT UNKNOWINGLY
I WILL RISK MY HEALTH FOR YOU

For those who dont know , I have a kidney problem which may turn to severe problems (:
But I can only do this , stay positive, take medication and wait .

RHD

2008-07-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

(: Today was fun , danced my life away , saw her, although she said i was gay, But i was the most outstanding dancer there. Well kinda , but still i rock , we rock , you rock . Photos? Wait till saf update then i update , or maybe i upload on friendstar (:

2008-07-17T15:54:00.001+08:00

I SAW HER TODAY.
I am happy (:

Church

2008-07-13T12:14:00.003+08:00

Church today was fun ? Nubian Gents and Feminine Five came , didnt buy the tee , too ex ):
Anyways afterwards went to buddies with the rest and left with Ros and kirbs , we then said that we would take the train to Ros' house and then eat McDonalds , I GOT A FREE CUP! (:
Well we talked about the A-Z of sex dictionary , Well yeah it was dumb .
Wanna me to teach you ? Can't la . I am a good boy (:

Lazy to really blog
Blog some other time then (:

Surveys Galore !

2008-07-09T13:51:00.002+08:00

Class Surve
1. What do they call you in class?
* alastar , porn star, monSTAR,alas,alehbye too many names
2. Who is the most quiet in class?
* fatin farhana
3. Who always fails to do their homework?
* we dont get homework
4. Which teacher always gets angry with you all?
* Dont know ?
5. Who is always the earliest to reach school?
* Me
6. Who is always late?
* Shafirna
7. Who is the smartest?
* Me
8. Who is the teacher's favourite?
* Bootlickers
9. Who is good in singing?
* alot wor
10. Who is good in dancing?
* alot wor
11. Who is your class joker?
* THIS IS HEHEH!
12. Who always gets scolded?
* My fingers and toes not enough to count
13. Who is the heart throb in your class?
* hehe, hehe, i dont know *lies*
14. Who is the most irritating one in class?
* Shafirna
15. Who is the kind-est?
* No one HEHE!.
16. Who are you close to?
* Eddie :X
17. Who always changes seat?
* Everyone
18. Who seats at the back of the class?
* Nerds.
19. Who usually seats at the front?
* Nerds
20. Who are your seatmates?
* Eddie
21. Who usually erases the blackboard?
* No one
22. Who is the noisiest?
* MEMEMEMEME! Is it ME ?
23. Who is the most artistic in your class?
* we hate art
24. Who is your class' favourite teacher?
* Dimus
25. what hilarious thing your classmate did today?
* Today no school .

Survey about myself

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name:

- AlastaiR Anthony Yong Jia Jun

Birthday:

- 17 December

Birthplace:

- Singapore

Current Location:

- Singapore

Eye Color:

- brown

Hair Color:

- black

Height:

- 167 ?

Right Handed or Left Handed:

- Left

Your Heritage:

- Indonesian-Hongkong

Your Weakness:

- Too short

Your Fears:

- Heights

Your Perfect Pizza:

- All cheese and pepperoni

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:

- 10Points for L1B3

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:

-So er..

Thoughts First Waking Up:

- FUCK!

Your Best Physical Feature:

- Dont know

Your Bedtime:

- anything .

Your Most Missed Memory:

- Pokemon Season 1

Pepsi or Coke:

-Pepsi

MacDonalds or Burger King:

- Burger King
Single or Group Dates:

- Group

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:

- Lipton

Chocolate or Vanilla:

-Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:

- Cappu

Do you Smoke:

- Used to

Do you Swear:

- Yes

Do you Sing:

- Yes

Do you Shower Daily:

- Yes

Have you Been in Love:

- Yes

Do you want to go to College:

- Fuck College

Do you want to get Married:

- Fuck marriage

Do you belive in yourself:

- Yes

Do you get Motion Sickness:

- If i am sick

Do you think you are Attractive:

- Duh

Are you a Health Freak:

- No

Do you get along with your Parents:

- Yes and No

Do you like Thunderstorms:

- Yes

Do you play an Instrument:

- Yes , i play the recorder

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:

- I WANT , Dad dont give

In the past month have you Smoked:

- Yes , friend give me when i dont want :(

In the past month have you been on Drugs:

- Siao eh

In the past month have you gone on a Date:

- "Yes"

In the past month have you gone to a Mall:

- Duh

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:

- Nope

In the past month have you eaten Sushi:

- Yes

In the past month have you been on Stage:

- Yes . School stage and play games

In the past month have you been Dumped:

- Nope

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:

- I want to

In the past month have you Stolen Anything:

- No chance
Ever been Drunk:

- Nope

Ever been called a Tease:

- Np[e

Ever been Beaten up:

- Yeap

Ever Shoplifted:

- Yeap

When do you want to Die:

- 21 December 2012 That isnt a want thats the Need i will die on that day , Visions show me that day . i will die on that day

What do you want to be when you Grow Up:

- Aerospace Engineer

What country would you most like to Visit:

- New Zealand

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color:

- Black

Favorite Hair Color:

- Black

Short or Long Hair:

- Both

Height:

- Shorter than me

Weight:

- Not overweight :X sorry fat peeps

Best Clothing Style:

- Random

Number of Drugs I have taken:

- alot of medical drugs

Number of CDs I own:

- Alot

Number of Piercings:

- used to have 1

Number of Tattoos:

- 0

Number of things in my Past I Regret:

- Everything

This is what my name means

A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
L: Love is
A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
S: Has Beautiful Eyes
T: Is BANGABLE
A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With
I: Beautiful/ Handsome
R: Very Good Kisser

Tired

2008-07-02T20:07:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps , sorry for the late post.
I did a little quiz with mildred ,
Fxxk , she chose all the nerdy choices making me look like a nerd,
Anyways i am lazy to post today so just listen the lyrics not for my blog song,
Find the song yourself . Lazy la. :X

Waiting for your call, I'm sick
call, I'm angry
call, I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car.
Do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat...
Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes.
What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight

2008-06-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

Mr. Hoo Shi Chuan . I no longer respect you as a human being . Get that right,

After yesterday , i realized i may have fallen for someone from yesterday . Shit right ?
Well , I am really tired so i am gonna stop here.

CCKPS!

2008-06-28T21:20:00.004+08:00

CCKPS OPEN HOUSE 08
Woohoo! It was fun . I forgotted about the whole thing anyways .

Afterwards wanted to go mega playground and saw Gabriel , Peck, and Triple Wong , so i went up to them. Later did i realize the girls i saw at the playground were actually Wendy , JiaQian , Wanqi and also .... I forgot her name nvm . Later we went over to Lot 1 and slacked for a few hours and . We first went to alot and alot of places . Then later i went home , but little did i expect to know that Wanqi is schooling in sembawang .

One more note , I hate the black and white female cousins that stay in the house that i have to stay in even though i dont want to . _!_ Screw you two .

hehehe!

2008-06-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

hello! Today was f.u.n FUN ! They was damn alot of talk of sex today , The firestarter was eddie who hit a volleyball onto shanmin(monkey)'s stomach and er, V . She cried so damn long and was emo for a while , WHAT A DRAMA QUEEN .

EBS was sleepy and funny i chit chatted through school today , EMaths and CE was funny
Ce was full of sex. Which was abit fun today which was like hehehe. My CE "Sex" group was Saf, Seri , Eddie . Who knew the girls were so horny.

Later went to Geylang to eat smelly toufu, Fermented Beancurd ( not sure if correct spelling)
Bought durians which tasted like FUYOH! .

Tomorrow is gonna be damn fun , I know that

..

2008-06-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hello !! School was kinda fun today ? I dont know i was asleep during most of my lessons , but the teacher thought i was sick , feverish to be exact . ROFLMAO (:

I realized that my attitude changed towards her , I think that we can be together . She doesn't have that positive attitude towards me as i do towards her. What am i to do , suddenly i have this feeling towards a certain someone , but what am i to say , Hi we only met once but i really like you . Wont that be weird yeah ? I am really stuck , really really really stuck . Got to off find some tracks and also please tell me who should i choose ?

The previous one or
The new one .

This decision is damn fucking important

WoohoO!

2008-06-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late post , anyways i finally got to go back to school and have a social life.
When i was staying at my cousin's life, i lived the life of a nerd . Like fck la.

School Semester 2 Term 3 Day 1 :

It was 6.25 when i reached school , they were only a handful of classmates in class.
All PSP addicts , PSP pwns (;

Later i went to the DM's room for another round of boring lecture by the "amazing" Mr Scott Chiew , he made us sing the national anthem twice .

Class was fun today , weird . But yeah i had alot of fun today cause i was socially stuck at my cousin's house during the holiday , I didnt really go out at all which is like FCUK!

I realized that school was actually getting abit sleepy. I slept for almost half the day .

I really hate it when my cousin hogs the computer for really boring stuff like friendster for 2-3 hours imagine that ? (Pardon the randomness) But hey its my computer she uses it like its hers.

FCK YOU Cousin.

I GOT A NEW SKIN GIVE ME YOUR LINK SO THAT I CAN LINK , ^^V PEACE TO YOUR MOTHER

(:

2008-06-12T10:55:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the dead blog guys ! er I only have 1 thing to say !

LOOKING FOR A DAMN JOB!

Hello !

2008-06-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

02/06/08 11:43

My blog got problem, no choice got to type out the date and time ,
which is like redundant but who cares ? My blog my rules.
Went to Peninsula today with cousins and bought a pair
of green skinnies and also a pair of shades (:

You wanna see the picture ? Go to my friendster.
Well today i took the most pictures so far.
Finding jobs for me and my cousin.

FINDING JOBS !
Both 15 !
Please post in tagboard if got any jobs !

Thank you(:
Stop here bah, abit tired (:

Alastair is dead

2008-05-30T01:01:00.002+08:00

This time . Things got worse I wont be moving to batok.
But to whampoa . where is that ? Somewhere in the east.
After this year, i will transfer schools. what to do?
he say yes i cannot say no. I want to cry even more
Sec 3 Camp was just over. Why cant i move before the camp?
Change school before the camp ? All this heart piercing memories
I wish i can drop dead after this post. But i cant. I stay strong.
I decided who is really of importance to me.
Whenever i feel down i turn to her, she always talks to me.
She doesn't look down on my grades. She never change her attitude towards me.
She is my friend (: JQ (: Thank you for all the memories you have given me.

Friends that i will surely remember.
JQ (:
Mubin (:
Hasif (:
I dont wanna say anymore.
1 more name and i will cry
Seriously.

No mood to type le la. Listen to the song and cheer up.

Phrase of the day : This life isn't about sadness , its about overcoming it

SHYT!

2008-05-26T01:08:00.006+08:00

Shyt . I need some blog skins and fast! This is getting dull.
Anyway. Yesterday was yet another day of packing.
Moving house is boring. I dont wanna move.
Memories and bonds i have with this house and area are,
UNFORGETTABLE. I made lots of friends just from this area.
Towards my family i seem damn positive about this.
But inside , its aching , I cant bear to leave this place.

Moving out on the 1st.
Crying on the 1st.
Loss of bonds on the 1st.

I would really want to cry now . But hey ! I'm a guy.
Girls may like sensitivity . But i wont cry !
Motivate me people ! I really pray for more encouragement .
This time I'm really in distress. I cant really sleep.
I feel like i am gonna die soon
I feel like i am gonna die soon
I feel like i am gonna die soon
I feel like i am gonna die soon
I feel like i am gonna die soon!

What should i do yo ?

(:

Dont wanna talk about it already
Yesterday i went to Changi Beach after packing , with my cousins
Sat there just to stare at the ocean thinking about her.
She is suddenly that much of importance to me .
What am i to do ? Say hey, I really like you. But I'm shy?
Will you be my girlfriend ?
I sound like a little boy who is despo for his Pokemon Cards.

If she is reading this post. You know who you are.

Girl, I'm serious about you. You may think i just playing.
Regardless what people call me, what your friends think, what my friends think,
I know one thing, I want you to be mine, girl.

I hope you have read what i typed. If you really like me, give me an answer

-----<@ Embrace the rose, Cherish the rose, Remove the thorns and grab it.

Its the END OF CAMP!

2008-05-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

Ok so camp ended over a day already.
But hey memories will always be there .

Friends i made, Fizah(LEADER!) Eddy , Yanru , Vanessa , Hafiz . Mubin
Hasif , Eugene , Filbert , Victor , Mildred(abusive siol) alot more ! Hey you all rock my socks!.
How can i forgot our bosses UTT and Yan.

Nevermind let me recap on the activites during camp.

Day 1)
Grouping (Same group as Eddie Noor)
Realized i was in a buddy group with group 15.
Went to MALAYSIA. I then chose my tent.
Wasnt that great! It was warm on the first day.
Later it was trekking up the luohan mountain. Thats what they call it .
Then we came down and started packing .
Then went for kayaking and then went for a little GETTY JUMP!
Then finally i could shower.
Later it was a section meeting with group 13&14 for the Campfire event.
We were then called DETTOL.

Day 2)
Woke up with mosquitos bites all over my body.
It was rock climbing then zip line (flying fox)
Hey i overcame my fear of height. Kinda ):
Later it was lunch . Afterwards 15&16 were discussing on our
campfire routine.
But later i went to the tent and slept for an hour.
Yan had to come and find me , I am really sorry for that Yan.
Hope you dont get sick after that rain . (:
Then we called the (BAN)Gala Stars without the BAN
But yeah we also didnt Rebirth , High beam ( WE WON Group 15)

Day 3)
This day ROCKS!
I got my new tee shirt which was later designed by all my friends
Well mostly girls. Before that we were cleaning the canteen which was better than the toliets!
Thanks UTT and YAN. Best group was group 7 according to UTT it was given to them so that our group will be impartial. Hey who knows ?

Darshan , Fizah , Wild Boar , Eddy and others . Remember the stones in the lake . Those are our memories to Kota Tinggi . They are our memories of our friendship. Remember that we are the Gala Stars (:

When i reached home. I squat at the toliet bowl for almost an hour if you know what i mean.
Gotta pen off here. Finding a suitable song for my blog

Swimming

2008-05-16T19:42:00.001+08:00

Today was swimming .
Bye gotta sleep. The end

2008-05-15T18:55:00.003+08:00

If it isnt dinner time!
I cooked pasta for my family !
And they loved it .
Well i was touched (not really)
But to me it tasted a bit blunt .
Not like how i did it in school.
Shytbag. Lol.

Today was "Make A Difference Day"
I call it that way because we were in the IOR the whole day
IOR means er Indian Or-something Room (:
It smelled (no offence indians) but smelled i mean the dust.
Woo! Dont anyone clean around there.
Came home to try and play maple for fun
PATCH! KNN WTF!!
Worst till extend to 10pm

Tomorrow the test for my Junior Chef elective module.
Man i'm serious about this.
So this is my "menu" I mean our.
Appetizer : Mashed Potato in Spring Roll Pastry (Fried)
Main Course : Chicken Briyani in Meatless Pumpkin LOL!
Dessert : Pumpkin Pie (making use of the meat not wasted!)
Beverage : Ice blended lime juice!

Lets hope SPINACH can prevail!
This post is dedicated to my members (:
SelvaRaju
Fadhil
Imam
Esther(YanMin not you LYN)
Nafis
Safwan
and of course CHEF SADY!

Back from school !

2008-05-14T14:54:00.003+08:00

Wow who knew dragonboating was so tiring .
Thing was that after the whole thing.
This school at AMK started to have arguement about who knock who.
I can only say one thing. Fxxk off la.

Come back school. Almost lost my phone
Damn lucky . Thank god MengHwee found it .
But my phone spoilt. Thanks to all the water.

So i finish this post to go and stone (:
Seeya (:

Serious blogger now :D

2008-05-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

I am a serious blogger now !

MID-YEAR RESULTS!

This is also the reason why i made this blog :D
English! Topped the class (: 71/100
Maths! Didn't fail (: 43/80 (cant do the math for that (:)
Chinese! Sure fail ): 15/45 (lazy too)
CPA! 6thPosition! (: 74/100
EBS! Lets wait tomorrow and see how !

Lets talk about my elective module class !
What can i say ?
Its fun.
Chef taught us alot of stuff . He's funny but yet serious .
Cooking is fun. Brownies that taste perfect! Crepes which is mamamia!
Pasta with pesto sauce. That rocks alot
Gave all my teachers sample . Well most. They all like it especially
the home econ teacher. Because usually home econ dont like student's
food but she liked it which was encouraging for my team.
Btw my team colour is green
Team name is spinach . Lol
Although i was the leader . I could sense some conflict with my members.
Sad yeah ?

I also started to respect Mr Lim Boon Liang .
He's great but sometimes annoying
But sometimes i see his face after i insult him.
He will pout so i reflected and respect him (:

Tomorrow is dragon boating. I not sure if i sure go
Someone doesn't want to see me there.